retraction

ok, so yesterday I was raving mad, upset, hurt? I have some perspective today. Only once we realize that life is suffering can we smile. And, believe me, I realize that my problems are not serious in the grand scheme of life and the universe and pale in comparison to the real trials and tribulations of humanity and the planet. But, I'm egocentric. I warned you. And here's the thing. I'm a floater. I float around from situation to situation never really vocalizing what it is that I WANT. I know exactly what I want but you'll never hear me say it out loud. Those who know me best know my desires, my passions; but I can't expect the world to read my mind. Maybe it's time to speak up.