life is life

Is it? Is seems there is a lot of debate popping up in mainstream media lately concerning genetic selection. My thoughts are, that aside form the fact that the laws need to be legislated to form a set of boundaries for people to follow it remains, essentially, none of anyone's business what one couple decides to do verses another. Truly the most shocking aspect of this type of debate has always been, to me, that there is any debate at all. I wish that people could just be comfortable in their own decisions and ethical choices without having to force everyone around them to conform to the same ideology. Maybe that sounds naive, but that is really my one wish for humanity. I think everyone should just mind their own business. As far as people arguing that all life is precious, I disagree. I believe that nature is harsh. I believe in survival of the fittest. Has everyone forgotten that we're animals?

I'm worried about J lately. He's past the point where I feel like I can do anything to help him resolve his stress. To see what he's accomplished in just over one year with his business is amazing, but I'm starting to wonder if the price is right. We have just under four months left with just the two of us - not that having a baby is going to alter everything, but there are going to be some differences between the life we've lived for the past 8 years and life with baby. I just want everything to become a little easier for him; I guess it just takes time.

Had one of those dreams last night where everyone I've ever known was over at my house for a party. I've had this type of dream before and I always love it - it's great to see all those old faces from the past even if it isn't real.