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I’m sitting squarely in the middle of this paradoxical no-mans land where I miss the past and all the people in it while, at the same time I have never been more excited about the future and right now. Truthfully, I’ve always been a bit of a nostalgia girl – pining endlessly over how things were or could have been. In fact, it’s this nostalgia-tude that probably helped foster my great fear of growing up. Lately though, I can feel that things are shifting. I’m really enjoying my life right now and, rather than this being a short lived sentiment brought about by an epic day or event it seems to constant; through good times and bad. Needless to say I’m perplexed. But, I also love it.