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I need a change. This is the first time in my life that I have felt so completely and utterly bound to something that I do. I am a mother. Finding ways to encourage my own self-growth within that title is proving to be a challenge.

I'm less reactive than I used to be which is good. I can look at my situation and be very logical and rational (Spock-like, if you will). I can think, "what do I want?" without feeling panicked or pressured to run-away. It also helps that I'm happy right now. Life is so good, just a bit plain.