oh may, you're so hot!

Acclimatizing to 25 degree weather is not something I intend to complain about...running in this weather feels amazing! Felt so good to be back home on my trails today, but I can feel that niggling sense that I'm pushing too hard. I can feel my body starting to say "no". I remember last year around this time thinking, "how long can I continue like this before it all crumbles?" I may be approaching the answer to that question.

I haven't written in a while - it's been a hectic and emotional couple of months. Even my personal journals are being punctuated only by the briefest of entries; and they're more like reports than personal musings. I sort of knew this would happen. After the initial upheaval and emotional wreckage of blowing up my marriage and moving and getting the kids settled, things were bound to normalize. And they have. Emotionally, I feel strong. Still learning about this new life that I'm creating and making plans for the future. Excited and scared.

Actually, I don't even know what I'm doing on here right now since I have a million things that need doing and I don't feel very reflective or "write-y" right now anyway. But I do feel the need to check in. As if my blog was missing me, or something. Happy trails :)